SolitudeDo you ever get that feeling?That, in this world, you feel alone?I get it all too regularly,Even when i am at home,No-one seems to talk to me,So I can't share this pain i feel,No parent, sibling or stranger,To tell me what is the deal,Sometimes it's not good to be on your own,But that's how it is for me,The sadness never completely leaves,Making me feel sorry for me,It's just me at times,In this big wide world of ours,Sometimes it seems my life,Will be stuck like this forever.
RivalsIt seems I have many rivals,But yet so little friends,The critics seems to make me feel wrong,Is this how i get compared?The aggressive woman,Just criticises me,Is there any wonder i can't trust girls?I try to avoid her viscious glare.Yet it feels like there's love,Aimed towards me when i need it most,What i wouldn't do to ahve someone,To have towards me close.
What Really HurtsWhat really hurts,Is when you don't know what the future brings,What really hurts,Is when you're alone, with no-one or nothing,What really hurts,Is a future that's blank,What really hurts,Is a world without thanks,But what really hurts,Is a world without you.
DragonSkin that's red,Like a beetroot,Breath that's foul,Like rotting meat,Cracked up skin,From the edge of her nose,Down the body,And to the feet,Claws that could scratch,And teeth that could bite,Bring down this leviathon,That terrorises this world,Is it a beast?,That makes our lives worse?,No, it's the immature attitude,Of a post-teenage girl.
Happy White Dayhappy White Day,To every girl,Who has made my life worthwhile,I thank you for your kindness,For your prescence,And for making me smile.
Float AwayIf i could just open my arms,And begin to float away,I'd leave all my troubles behind,And hope they all decay,I would like to enter a world,Where my dreams would all come true,But opportunities and love as one,Chances seem so very few,I could save all of my friendships,If I just take off and flee,Even if it drift aparts, I'll keep that promise,I won't give up so easily,I'd do it without a second thought,If I could float away,I sure hope tomorrow looks up,If it doesn't work out today.
TroubledA stepmother from hell is here,Torn a family apart,She hates my guts, She's so unfair,And it really breaks my heart,No parent left to turn to,Unwelcome independence here to stay,A bedroom is like a cage,It seems like freedom is much too far away,Unemployment just teases me,But I try to do my best,The lengths I go, to correct this,I really need some rest,Nothing in life but boredom,Yet there's nothing I can do,I feel like crying every night,Till my wishes all come true,A friend of whom i deeply care,Going to university,But I fear our friendship will then disintergrate,And that's what troubles me,Relying on the internet,To converse with my best friend,But what if the computer fails on me,It has before and I think that the companionship will end,I feel like people are staring at me,They jump conclusions and it pains,Why don't they see, I'm a good guy,I guess everyone is just the same,Depression, It still takes me on,When i least expect it to attack,But I feel
Just Say ItJust say it please,Just say it to me,And please make it true,Say that you love me too.
Wish of a DeviantLonely in a room,And my heart and spirit have been mugged,What i wouldn't give right now,Then to be tightly hugged.